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NFT Spaces and shedding some light!

I want to talk about my new NFT spaces and shedding some light on Shawnee Rising Studios.

But first, I want to talk about why I closed down my online shop in the first place.

I was broke.

Honestly, that’s pretty much it. I thought I would be able to make enough money and help out around the house and pay some bills, but I just wasn’t making enough money from my shop. We got behind on bills and I had no choice but to shut things down and end my subscriptions to my website in order to save some money.

I stopped buying art and craft supplies.

I had every intention to keep writing in the blog, but I just didn’t have the motivation to do anything with my blog or my art. I stopped working on everything; blogging, painting, writing, beading. I’ve done nothing since closing down my shop.

I was depressed.

Here is a dream that I have had for so long being tossed in the trash because I couldn’t make it work out.

I failed.

The one thing I wanted to do with my life and I failed at it.

What made things worse is that I now had to join back into the workforce like everyone else. I didn’t want to. I rebelled with every part of my being. I got even more depressed.

I got a job but quit soon after. I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t bring myself to go to work again.

You have to understand that going back to work was the ultimate life failure. I was done working. When I quit my last job, I was never going to return back to work and make my art a hobby again.

But now I was being forced to because we were broke.

It may sound lazy not wanting to work, but it’s not that I didn’t want to work, it’s just that I didn’t want to work for anyone else but myself. It was a dream to work from home. It was a dream to be an artist. It was a dream to support my family with my art.

But I failed.

I’m doing everything I can to get things back in order to open my shop up once again, which brings me to NFTs.

NFT SPACES

“An NFT is a unit of data stored on a digital ledger, called a blockchain, which can be sold and traded. The NFT can be associated with a particular digital or physical asset (such as a file or a physical object) and a license to use the asset for a specified purpose. An NFT (and, if applicable, the associated license to use, copy or display the underlying asset) can be traded and sold on digital markets”

Wikipedia

Basically, it’s crypto art. You buy and sell these art or photography pieces with crypto tokens, such as Ethereum.

I’m still new to the whole NFT thing, so I’m still learning about it all myself. Right now, I’m using it as an art gallery in a way and people can come and buy my artwork if they want. I share most of my work right now on my Twitter profile because that’s where the NFT community is at right now. So, join me if ya want!

Where can you find my NFT art?

You can find my bigger collections on the OpenSea marketplace. These consist of PFP projects mostly. PFP or Profile Picture, are usually multiple images created for people to buy and use as profile pictures on their social media. They’re also collectables that people buy, a lot like trading cards in away.

Examples:

Some NFTs on the OpenSea marketplace

You can find my other work on the Voice marketplace.

Examples:

Go check them out, share them around, and hit those like buttons.

I’m hoping this new NFT venture will bring in some money to help out with shop stuff, which brings me to my next topic!

SHEDDING SOME LIGHT!

So, what’s this light that I’m talking about?

Well, if all goes according to plan, I will probably open my shop back up around April. Give or take. Like I said, I lost all motivation to create anything, so I have nothing to post into my shop. So, I have to make things first and I will probably work on that before publishing my website. I will open when I think I have enough.

This time will be different. This time the fire will be lit under my ass so I don’t stop moving, I don’t stop creating, I don’t stop sharing, I don’t stop marketing.

It has to be different.

What I was doing before wasn’t working.

Please, be patient with me.

And when it’s finally time to rock-n-roll, I hope you will be there with me!

Blessings, peace, and love to to you!

Niyâwe! Thank you!

Michael Daugherty
Shawnee Rising Studios
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Happy New Year! Shawnee Rising Studios is Closing!

Shawnee Rising Studios closing its digital doors on February 1, 2022. 😢

I have made the extremely hard decision to close my Online Studio for an undetermined amount of time.

I want to thank everyone for the amazing support, encouragement, and motivation to chase a dream that I’ve had for so, so long.

At this time, there are no plans to continue making earrings, paintings, or podcasts as I focus entirely on work and my financial responsibilities at home.

I don’t know when I will continue this venture of being a full-time Shawnee artist, but as of right now it’s not financially viable.

For the month of January, enjoy 50% OFF on what’s left in my Online Studio as I get ready to close on this amazing journey!

For those who are patrons on my Patreon, I will send the notification out before I shut things down and give you an official date. Your support has meant everything to me and, hopefully, I can pick things up again in the future and gain your support again and come back stronger than before. But I don’t know when that will be.

I’ll talk more about everything in another post as to why I came to this decision.

Until then, have a happy New Year!

NIYÂWE, CÂKIWIYÊFA! (Thank you, everyone!)

Michael Daugherty
Shawnee Rising Studios

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Part-Time Job & Artist’s Apprehension

Part-Time Job

I finally got a part-time job after searching for a few weeks. I start in a couple of days.

I can’t say that I’m excited as I hoped to have more time to work on my own business here at home. But we need more money coming in and we have projects that require a little extra money.

But I’m going to keep working on my business as much as I can while working and keep trying to build it to where I want it.

This isn’t what I wanted. I was hoping for more time but plans change, I know that.

I hoped to be further along than I am, and I can’t help but wonder if I’m doing something wrong. What could I have done better? What can I do better?

My small home business was supposed to help support whatever needs came up, and I can’t help but wonder if I’m even good enough to do it. How do I get people beyond my friends and family to see my work? I made the websites, I posted on social media, I told people about it.

Yet, most of my family and friends haven’t even looked at my website or listened to a podcast that I’ve made. Someone might ask me a question and I will tell them it’s all on my website or in a blog I’ve written.

“Oh, I usually don’t click on the links.”

It’s all right there. Here. It’s all right here on the website. Click on the links and share them. You don’t have to buy anything, just share the damn link!


New items are available in the Online Studio!

But, as time went on, I realized that it was me. I’m not focused enough on the tasks to get them done and marketed consistently enough that would help boost my views and/or ratings.

For a few weeks, I didn’t even have internet or hotspot to get online to post anything, which is another big hamper in my future plans for Shawnee Rising Studios. My internet sucks!

But I’m just whining now.

I know I need the job in order to start saving money for plans and projects needed to move forward. I need a workshop in order to move my workspace out of my bedroom. I need room to breathe and spread out.

I don’t have that now and it’s needed badly!

But I’m getting by and I know things are going to start changing back to normal where I can work on my home business full-time.

I just really, really don’t want to get a job!

Artist’s Block Apprehension

I’ve had something on my mind the last few days and I wanted to share it. Something that kind of opened my eyes to what I’m feeling when staring at a blank canvas or page.

When it comes to artist’s block or writer’s block, especially when it comes to starting a new project, apprehension is a feeling that I believe most people mistake for their block. At least it is for me.

I think there’s always a small fear when starting a project. You’re not sure if it will come out how you want it or you don’t know if it will end up being a complete waste of time. For me, I always feel like I’m not good enough to create what’s in my head, so I always feel like it’s going to be crappy and be a complete waste of my time.

Challenging myself puts me at a standstill and I tell myself that it’s just artist’s block or writer’s block, depending on what I’m doing. But my apprehension isn’t allowing me to focus and see the bigger picture in my mind.

I forget sometimes that creating art, especially painting, that nothing is certain. You have an image in your mind, but it’s the beauty of going through the different steps of painting, seeing something in it, and then following it somewhere else, where you might see something totally different and follow that.

But no matter which direction you take, the feeling, the heart, of what you were wanting is always there. I know other artists may not see it this way or even feel this way, but I do, and I think it’s an amazing journey through a painting and your own psyche during its creation. Your mind travels around and sees different things you hadn’t even imagined putting into the artwork.

This is why I try very hard not to tell anyone, even myself, what I will be painting unless I know for sure what I’m going to paint. But if there’s something I’m wanting to create, and I’m not exactly sure the path I’m going to take, then I keep it to myself and try to keep my mind open and focused on the feeling or message that I’m wanting to purvey through the piece.

It’s almost, if not exactly, like outlining and pantsing for writers.

You have people that will outline their entire story or novel, mapping out their entire path before they even think about leaping into writing the story.

There are people who paint the same way. They will sketch out their entire painting, whether on a piece of paper or on a canvas before they even lay out their brushes.

Then you have pantsers, people who write by the seat of their pants. No outline. No path. Just an idea of what they want. They let the story unfold as they’re writing it. Which is how I write my stories most of the time.

But this is also how I paint. I put brush to canvas and let the painting unfold in front of me as I paint it. If I see something that I don’t like, I paint over it and redo it.

Pantsing is such a strange thing. You write or paint as if someone else is transcribing it to you at that moment. You are just another tool along with the pen or brush as someone or something writes or paints through you.

I just wish they were a better painter!

Many blessings and have a safe and happy holiday season!

Niyâwe! Thank you!

Michael Daugherty
Shawnee Rising Studios

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I Have to Head Back to Move Forward…

So, I’m looking for a part-time job in order to bring in some more money so that my wife and I can start saving for our workshop.

A while back, my wife and I bought a large shed that we were going to convert into a tiny house, but circumstances changed and we were unable to start working on it. So, after I quit my job and began working on my art full-time, we decided that we could turn all or part of the shed into a workshop so that we could expand our workspace and get out of our bedroom.

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Update on Shawnee Rising Studios!

I just wanted to give a little update on Shawnee Rising Studios!

It’s been a while since I’ve written in the blog or posted a podcast and I just thought it was time to give an update on why.

So, I quit my job back in March and I had these huge plans to build my little art business at home, eventually pulling in my wife to help with some stuff. Original artwork, beaded earrings, and bracelets were a few of the items I have made and sold in my Online Studio. Soap, lip balms, and possibly bath bombs were in the plans for future endeavors. All of this was supposed to happen by the end of the year, with my wife quitting her job to help after saving money back.

None of this has happened yet.

It’s now October. Things haven’t really fallen into place and for the last few weeks, I have been in that state of mind that most artists go through when they’re starting out; feeling like an imposter.

I’ve heard of artists and creators going through this phase of their careers, but I didn’t think would be such a debilitating feeling.

Imposter syndrome is when a person doubts their skills and abilities and has feelings of being a fraud. You feel like you’re inadequate and failing.

I have hit this phase of my art-building career.

When things don’t sell and I can’t get people to buy things, I wonder if what I’m doing is even worth it. If I don’t have money coming in, then none of it is. Without money, I can’t help my wife pay bills and/or buy groceries. As much as I would love to be able to do my artwork without charging, it’s impossible. Society has placed such a burden on us to need money that even the smallest of services must be charged for.

I’m not getting the money I need to continue with what I’m doing at this moment.

Was I not good enough? I don’t know. I can’t get people to answer my questions about my work or website. I can’t get people to review my Facebook page or products. I can’t get people to share posts or links.

Nobody, but a small few, will tell me how I’m doing or how they like my work.

Nobody, but a small few, will listen to my podcasts.

I’ve messaged many people on Facebook and asked if they’ve ever clicked on a link to one of my blog posts, and they’ve all said no. So, they won’t read this.

It’s no one’s fault. It’s mine.

I haven’t marketed myself or my art the way I should have and I don’t spend enough time on social media to talk about my art. I’ve been a quiet person my whole life and that has, for the most part, spread over into my social media.

At this point in my art-building career, I feel like a fraud. I know the feeling will pass. I know I just have to give it time, but time is running out. I don’t want to still be working on my career when I’m in my 50’s.

I have to get a job.

I have been actively putting in applications to places close to home because I’m not making any money.

I feel like a failure in the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do with my life.

Like I said, this feeling will pass.

We have things to work on to get my workspace more like an artist shop. At this time, it’s in my bedroom and there’s very little room to do anything.

So, at some point, I will be heading back to work. I don’t know when and I don’t know what effect it will have on my artwork if any. If I don’t post or do anything for a while, I’m most likely focusing on work until I get settled in.

Going back to work was the one thing I never wanted to do again.

In the meantime, I’m working on a book; a novel. I write when I can and it helps when I’m feeling unproductive.

I love to write. I wish I had learned more about writing in school, or grammar more specifically.

I love to write, but I sure don’t know how to. After many drafts of getting my story and characters the way I want them, we will come to the editing portion; editing my book line by line to make sure all of my sentences are clear of mistakes. I’m sure there will be many.

There are many aspects to writing a book that I’ve never learned how to do; description, world-building, etc., but I’ve watched hours of videos on it.

There’s an awesome community of new and old authors on YouTube that teach their way of writing. They each tackle books in their own way and it’s awesome to learn from people that actually know what they’re talking about.

But, that’s about all right now.

I hope that you stick around to see what happens in the future. I’m still fighting like hell to make things happen, even when I feel like a fraud at times.

Niyâwe! Thank you!

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Shawnee Rising Podcast Break Extended

Hato, niwikana! Hello, my friends!

As I work on marketing my artwork and Online Studio, I am going to extend my break from the podcast for another week or so. I need to think about getting more earrings and paintings made, while also helping around the house and getting things fixed up.

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Podcast | Dedicated to Land & Water Protectors

Podcast transcript below

[Opening & Intro Music]

Niyawe! Thank you for checking out the Shawnee Rising Podcast and tuning in to the last episode of season 2. This has been a pretty good season. A lot of things happened during this season and I only hope things keep getting better. I feel like I’m starting to get a hang of this podcast thing and I really hope that my podcast will continue to grow and get better. It was a slow start, but things are slowly starting to come together. I’ve been a pretty patient person most of my life, and this is just one more thing I need to allow to grow and take shape naturally, while feeding it organic and authentic content.

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Podcast | Remains of 215 First Nations Children Found

(Podcast Transcription Below)

[Opening & Intro Music]

Niyawe! Thank you for checking out the Shawnee Rising Podcast. If you missed it, I had some new artwork drop in my Online Studio at shawneerisingstudios.com. Go check it out.

In this short episode, I just wanna talk about something for a bit. There was some sad news in Canada this last week or so…an unmarked gravesite was found at a residential school where the remains of 215 First Nations children were discovered. It was the Kamloops Indian Residential School located in Kamloops, British Columbia, in Canada.

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Podcast | Reading Some Poetry!

Hato, niwikanaki noki niteleniwemaki. Hakowisilasamamopwa! Michael Daugherty nitesifo. Neosho, MO wayecinocipiya noki sawanwa nela!
Hello, my friends and my relatives. How are you all doing? My names Michael Daugherty. I’m from Neosho, MO and I am Shawnee!

You can find Shawnee Rising Podcast on your favorite podcast app, or just about anywhere podcasts are available. Just search for Shawnee Rising Podcast and then hit that follow button.

If you want to support me and what I do and help me keep doing what I love to do, then consider becoming a patron on my Patreon for as little as $1 a month and gain access to exclusive content no one else sees. Pledge in the 2 higher tiers and receive free gifts sent to you every 3 months for a whole year! You can cancel at any time. If you don’t want to pledge a monthly contribution, or just can’t afford to, then you can buy me coffee for as little as 2 bucks. Head over to shawneerisingstudios.com, look for the coffee cup at the bottom of your screen and you can donate, or buy me a coffee, without ever leaving my site! I can’t thank you enough for helping me to achieve my dream of becoming a full-time artist. Niyawe câkiwiyefa! H’yowe! Let’s go!

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Changes and A Few Small Upgrades

Hato, niwikana! Hello, my friends!

I just wanted to give you some news on some changes and a few small upgrades happening here at Shawnee Rising Studios.

To help support Shawnee Rising Studios, you can become a member of my Patreon with a monthly contribution starting at just $1 a month! You can upgrade or cancel at anytime. If you don’t want to pledge for a month and just want to support what I do, then you can buy me a coffee! Yep, head over to buymeacoffee.com/shawneerising and you can donate, or buy me a coffee, for as little as $2.

The more I upgrade my equipment and am able to buy art supplies, the better my content will get, and the more I can share with you as I journey to become a full-time creator!

So, if you’re ready:

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