Will I be podcasting again?
Yes, maybe…at some point.
I’m actually setting up a podcast with Anchor by Spotify. It’s free!
I loved using Podbean, but I just don’t have the money right now to pay for the upgrade needed for distribution.(more…)
I have made the extremely hard decision to close my Online Studio for an undetermined amount of time.
I want to thank everyone for the amazing support, encouragement, and motivation to chase a dream that I’ve had for so, so long.
At this time, there are no plans to continue making earrings, paintings, or podcasts as I focus entirely on work and my financial responsibilities at home.
I don’t know when I will continue this venture of being a full-time Shawnee artist, but as of right now it’s not financially viable.
For the month of January, enjoy 50% OFF on what’s left in my Online Studio as I get ready to close on this amazing journey!
For those who are patrons on my Patreon, I will send the notification out before I shut things down and give you an official date. Your support has meant everything to me and, hopefully, I can pick things up again in the future and gain your support again and come back stronger than before. But I don’t know when that will be.
I’ll talk more about everything in another post as to why I came to this decision.
Until then, have a happy New Year!
NIYÂWE, CÂKIWIYÊFA! (Thank you, everyone!)
So, I’m looking for a part-time job in order to bring in some more money so that my wife and I can start saving for our workshop.
A while back, my wife and I bought a large shed that we were going to convert into a tiny house, but circumstances changed and we were unable to start working on it. So, after I quit my job and began working on my art full-time, we decided that we could turn all or part of the shed into a workshop so that we could expand our workspace and get out of our bedroom.(more…)
I just wanted to give a little update on Shawnee Rising Studios!
It’s been a while since I’ve written in the blog or posted a podcast and I just thought it was time to give an update on why.
So, I quit my job back in March and I had these huge plans to build my little art business at home, eventually pulling in my wife to help with some stuff. Original artwork, beaded earrings, and bracelets were a few of the items I have made and sold in my Online Studio. Soap, lip balms, and possibly bath bombs were in the plans for future endeavors. All of this was supposed to happen by the end of the year, with my wife quitting her job to help after saving money back.
None of this has happened yet.
It’s now October. Things haven’t really fallen into place and for the last few weeks, I have been in that state of mind that most artists go through when they’re starting out; feeling like an imposter.
I’ve heard of artists and creators going through this phase of their careers, but I didn’t think would be such a debilitating feeling.
Imposter syndrome is when a person doubts their skills and abilities and has feelings of being a fraud. You feel like you’re inadequate and failing.
I have hit this phase of my art-building career.
When things don’t sell and I can’t get people to buy things, I wonder if what I’m doing is even worth it. If I don’t have money coming in, then none of it is. Without money, I can’t help my wife pay bills and/or buy groceries. As much as I would love to be able to do my artwork without charging, it’s impossible. Society has placed such a burden on us to need money that even the smallest of services must be charged for.
I’m not getting the money I need to continue with what I’m doing at this moment.
Was I not good enough? I don’t know. I can’t get people to answer my questions about my work or website. I can’t get people to review my Facebook page or products. I can’t get people to share posts or links.
Nobody, but a small few, will tell me how I’m doing or how they like my work.
Nobody, but a small few, will listen to my podcasts.
I’ve messaged many people on Facebook and asked if they’ve ever clicked on a link to one of my blog posts, and they’ve all said no. So, they won’t read this.
It’s no one’s fault. It’s mine.
I haven’t marketed myself or my art the way I should have and I don’t spend enough time on social media to talk about my art. I’ve been a quiet person my whole life and that has, for the most part, spread over into my social media.
At this point in my art-building career, I feel like a fraud. I know the feeling will pass. I know I just have to give it time, but time is running out. I don’t want to still be working on my career when I’m in my 50’s.
I have to get a job.
I have been actively putting in applications to places close to home because I’m not making any money.
I feel like a failure in the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do with my life.
Like I said, this feeling will pass.
We have things to work on to get my workspace more like an artist shop. At this time, it’s in my bedroom and there’s very little room to do anything.
So, at some point, I will be heading back to work. I don’t know when and I don’t know what effect it will have on my artwork if any. If I don’t post or do anything for a while, I’m most likely focusing on work until I get settled in.
Going back to work was the one thing I never wanted to do again.
In the meantime, I’m working on a book; a novel. I write when I can and it helps when I’m feeling unproductive.
I love to write. I wish I had learned more about writing in school, or grammar more specifically.
I love to write, but I sure don’t know how to. After many drafts of getting my story and characters the way I want them, we will come to the editing portion; editing my book line by line to make sure all of my sentences are clear of mistakes. I’m sure there will be many.
There are many aspects to writing a book that I’ve never learned how to do; description, world-building, etc., but I’ve watched hours of videos on it.
There’s an awesome community of new and old authors on YouTube that teach their way of writing. They each tackle books in their own way and it’s awesome to learn from people that actually know what they’re talking about.
But, that’s about all right now.
I hope that you stick around to see what happens in the future. I’m still fighting like hell to make things happen, even when I feel like a fraud at times.
Niyâwe! Thank you!
Podcast transcript below
[Opening & Intro Music]
Niyawe! Thank you for checking out the Shawnee Rising Podcast and tuning in to the last episode of season 2. This has been a pretty good season. A lot of things happened during this season and I only hope things keep getting better. I feel like I’m starting to get a hang of this podcast thing and I really hope that my podcast will continue to grow and get better. It was a slow start, but things are slowly starting to come together. I’ve been a pretty patient person most of my life, and this is just one more thing I need to allow to grow and take shape naturally, while feeding it organic and authentic content.(more…)
(Podcast Transcription Below)
[Opening & Intro Music]
Niyawe! Thank you for checking out the Shawnee Rising Podcast. If you missed it, I had some new artwork drop in my Online Studio at shawneerisingstudios.com. Go check it out.
In this short episode, I just wanna talk about something for a bit. There was some sad news in Canada this last week or so…an unmarked gravesite was found at a residential school where the remains of 215 First Nations children were discovered. It was the Kamloops Indian Residential School located in Kamloops, British Columbia, in Canada.(more…)
Hato, niwikanaki noki niteleniwemaki. Hakowisilasamamopwa! Michael Daugherty nitesifo. Neosho, MO wayecinocipiya noki sawanwa nela!
Hello, my friends and my relatives. How are you all doing? My names Michael Daugherty. I’m from Neosho, MO and I am Shawnee!
You can find Shawnee Rising Podcast on your favorite podcast app, or just about anywhere podcasts are available. Just search for Shawnee Rising Podcast and then hit that follow button.
If you want to support me and what I do and help me keep doing what I love to do, then consider becoming a patron on my Patreon for as little as $1 a month and gain access to exclusive content no one else sees. Pledge in the 2 higher tiers and receive free gifts sent to you every 3 months for a whole year! You can cancel at any time. If you don’t want to pledge a monthly contribution, or just can’t afford to, then you can buy me coffee for as little as 2 bucks. Head over to shawneerisingstudios.com, look for the coffee cup at the bottom of your screen and you can donate, or buy me a coffee, without ever leaving my site! I can’t thank you enough for helping me to achieve my dream of becoming a full-time artist. Niyawe câkiwiyefa! H’yowe! Let’s go!(more…)
Hato, niwikana! Hello, my friends!
I just wanted to give you some news on some changes and a few small upgrades happening here at Shawnee Rising Studios.
To help support Shawnee Rising Studios, you can become a member of my Patreon with a monthly contribution starting at just $1 a month! You can upgrade or cancel at anytime. If you don’t want to pledge for a month and just want to support what I do, then you can buy me a coffee! Yep, head over to buymeacoffee.com/shawneerising and you can donate, or buy me a coffee, for as little as $2.
The more I upgrade my equipment and am able to buy art supplies, the better my content will get, and the more I can share with you as I journey to become a full-time creator!
So, if you’re ready:(more…)
There’s been a lot going on in the last few weeks with historic winter weather hitting across the country. I just wanted to say thank you for your continued support, even during tough times for all of us! Though it was rough, I managed to get out and ship my very first package from an online order before weather got horrendous.
It’s been very exciting to be able to make something and instantly put it in my Online Studio. It feels amazing, actually!(more…)